I was talking to my dear good friend earlier and she was talking about holding back and all that. It made me think a little about what I would do if I was in her position.
Since last year, I have not been holding back on things that I want. Every time someone complains to me about getting hurt, falling apart and just merely ending up not as expected, I would take a deep *sigh*. I would always savour my happiness while it lasts. The way I think about it is even if it falls apart at least I know I gave it my all and did my very best (or I can only blame myself for the faults). No regrets. Of course I would also have my limits to these things that I have not been holding back on, as long as I know I'm still in the right path. So far, I'm still very happy and living my life to its fullest (what I can afford! haha!). I don't ever want to hold back anymore. I want to push my limits and see how far I can go. I've learned and put it into heart. I would do something I really feel like doing and say what I need to say. If I ever hold back, I know I will never be content.
May it be love, career or education. I dream of my happiness. Dream and achieve. Yes, I'm a dreamer and I'm not holding back to achieve it.
